It's Feb. 26, 2008. In just few more days, the second month of this year is gonna to be gone.

What do I do?
Where do I go?
How do I do?
When do I do?
Who do I gonna to be?

Tons of question marks, they bothers me, affects my mind, and influence my thought.

Should I just quit this god damn job?
Should I keep staying in this shit place?
Should I fuck get my ass out of here?

All of all, I got pressure from people I love. My dad, my aunt, and my family. Then, my mind stopped.

Live, is a mixature of bunch of craps.yeah, i really do believe it.

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Nothing Ain't Free~~~

First of all, the title has nothing to do with my feelings. At least, not the thing I care mostly.
I have been single for, ur, twenty some plus years. It's been a while, not long, but not short either.
EVER TIME when I saw COUPLES, it usually don't bother me, because I DON'T CARE.

However, everything changed recently. After I having my first time, everything just, ur, changed.
I like girls, and that's for sure. I am no gay, so it's pretty normal I like girls.
I just cannot get one. I don't know why, or, I just have no courage to face the reasons that keep me away from girls.
I believe, or, I am sure that i belong the second part.

Finally, I went to....

Yes, the mysterious Vietnam club, another illegal existence in Taiwan.

I have heard many rumors about such club. In most of the cases, the rumors all contain the similar info from one to one. "Pretty, young, and wild ladies, who will initiate the fire in your deepest desires with low cost." No doubt, I had a big expectation for being there. Because everything sounds perfect to me, I always "dream" to be there.

The dream just like a bubble. Pretty, but real. Everything changed when I saw the first lady.........was she a friend of my grand-mother? It could be a little bit extraordinary, but everything i said is real. too real to believe.

Amazingly, i even tried to lay on one of those "ladies." Am i go insane? Maybe, maybe not.

You tell me the truth!

一夜的想法

First of all, I would like to say "thank you" to VGM Lily.
In such night, it's kind funny to get her call, when I try to remind myself the meaning of my purpose to be here.
Thank you again, Lily.

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最近對我的朋友yuki有點複雜的感覺。
當然，就算我登上心裡的斷背山，也不會是和他...
對他是有點生氣、有點想嘲笑、又有點無可奈合吧。
理由很簡單，他和他的女人。

算了，反正只要他不要一天到晚要死不活就好了，就算是自取滅亡也是他自己的事了，阿門。

京揚遊記~泉月篇

不知不覺間，第二個月迎來了它的結局。至於在依然還在，沒有因為怠工還是重大問題被火掉當居家米蟲，真是不幸中的大幸，阿彌陀佛。這個月嘛，似乎有點忙，又似乎有點茫，既是忙，又是茫，真是"兩眼昏花全都茫"。

As a beginning, let's talk about what happened in last May.

First of all, we must centralized the SPECIALIZED Bicycle Company as the biggest target. From joinning the meeting, writing quotations, revising Standard Operation Procedure, called and be called for discussions, negotiating with Kim, and finalizing the XXXXXXX contract, yes, I experienced every single step in this deal. More over, the SBC deal is much browder than the HIDStar one because I was involved deeper and longer. Making me even more anxious than other things. By the way, the deal gave me a lot, more than I expected, which supprised me at the end of negotiation.

Then, I started to experienced the word "duty" from my job. That's a word, as well as a situation, which is invisible, but it does exist, and stay on my shoudler all the time. Before I taking it off, it would always be there for me, and wake me up at 3:00AM.

工作以外，我也開始想要結束自己去死團團員的生涯。不過，實在是沒啥勇氣和信心啊。這種事情比考試還難，比工作還複雜，我該怎麼辦才好呢？咱們，下集待分曉。

京揚之旅~4/10/07

現在正在公司裡...

沒錯，整叢好好（爆）
算起來，應該算是找到一份工作了吧~~~

However, I am still scary, scare to death.
I am pretty lucky to get this job, which is difficult in this bad-econ time.
Comparing to my other friends, I am so fortune to have this inanticipated job.
Hopfully, I'll be better in the future. God blesses me, please:)

A's didnot play well in the first 2 series. This is not even a news! Who don't reporters use news from last year, or even furtherer, to report A's current position.
They are just still in the spring training form.

Other teams only have 2 months of spring training, we got 4 months. Come on, winning at the beginning is not the same as win a post season bid. Our season will begin, right after All-Star break.
I'll see you in the post-season, Oakland As.

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Last week, I ordered one of my last two PS2 games from BAHAMUT, Musou OROCHI. The game is a merge version of Sangoku Musou series and Sengoku Musou series. I have been waiting this game since last Octobor, when some rumurs came out of the KOEI stuff. To be honest, I really like the two series because I like this kind of action games. Besides, the individul story line and personality are two factors that keep me playing them without boring me. Hoping I could get it in the next few days.

Major League Baseball season is on the line. Well, I am kind of exciting about the Opening day, especially for my favorite team, Oakland A's. The team news indicated weeks ago that Dan Haren is going to be our starting pitcher at the opening day. He had a quite impressive season in 06, and his stuff is above average, based on what I saw. But, as an A's fan, I will begin my season "after" All-Star, because it is becoming one of the "tradition" since Mr. Bean became the team GM. God blesses A's, amen.

Not much thing to talke about right now, I am still boring about the live without a focus point. Well, I begin to understand what is the feel of unemployed people. God blesses me, too.