Nothing Ain't Free~~~

First of all, the title has nothing to do with my feelings. At least, not the thing I care mostly.
I have been single for, ur, twenty some plus years. It's been a while, not long, but not short either.
EVER TIME when I saw COUPLES, it usually don't bother me, because I DON'T CARE.

However, everything changed recently. After I having my first time, everything just, ur, changed.
I like girls, and that's for sure. I am no gay, so it's pretty normal I like girls.
I just cannot get one. I don't know why, or, I just have no courage to face the reasons that keep me away from girls.
I believe, or, I am sure that i belong the second part.

Finally, I went to....

Yes, the mysterious Vietnam club, another illegal existence in Taiwan.

I have heard many rumors about such club. In most of the cases, the rumors all contain the similar info from one to one. "Pretty, young, and wild ladies, who will initiate the fire in your deepest desires with low cost." No doubt, I had a big expectation for being there. Because everything sounds perfect to me, I always "dream" to be there.

The dream just like a bubble. Pretty, but real. Everything changed when I saw the first lady.........was she a friend of my grand-mother? It could be a little bit extraordinary, but everything i said is real. too real to believe.

Amazingly, i even tried to lay on one of those "ladies." Am i go insane? Maybe, maybe not.

You tell me the truth!

一夜的想法

First of all, I would like to say "thank you" to VGM Lily.
In such night, it's kind funny to get her call, when I try to remind myself the meaning of my purpose to be here.
Thank you again, Lily.

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最近對我的朋友yuki有點複雜的感覺。
當然，就算我登上心裡的斷背山，也不會是和他...
對他是有點生氣、有點想嘲笑、又有點無可奈合吧。
理由很簡單，他和他的女人。

算了，反正只要他不要一天到晚要死不活就好了，就算是自取滅亡也是他自己的事了，阿門。